Friday, February 23, 2007

6 weeks have passed since starting my massage service. Although I do give sexual favors for an extra fee, massages are the main event on the menu. Looking back at the 6 weeks gone by, I have had around 120 different people coming for my massages. Obviously, I'm aching all over and I'm always sleepy and tired. I try to take most of my Sundays off, but it's not always possible. I'm getting a steady stream of regulars and I swear, I feel like one of those hostesses in Ginza, where all these men come and give presents to their favorite hostess, sort of fall in love and flirt but never really getting serious because as we all know, it's just business. I have a number of customers who call on me once a week and pay around $200US per session. So that makes $800US a month that's spent on my massages/sex/conversation. Each $200 session lasts 2 hours so basically I get around $100US per hour. I guess that's not bad for an hours work and I'm not complaining. I actually made more money in these past 6 weeks than I've ever made in my entire life.

I have to tell you some stories about these people that come for my services. It's been hard work I admit and I sometimes feel like falling asleep due to my fatigue during the massage. But I can't complain about the money I make. Like I said, if anyone can find me a better way to make more money, let's talk!!! I'm being totally serious people!

Anyway, these precious customers of mine...

There's this one guy that requests my presence every single week. He's 32, married and has two kids. In fact when he first came to me, he never had sex with a man ever. Since teaching him a few things in bed, he's become hooked it seems and it almost seems as if he's falling in love with me. From a professional point of view it's a good thing really. He becomes a regular and that gives me a steady income. On the other hand, I hope things don't get out of hand. He wants to take me on a trip all expenses paid! Now, if this trip had been a first class ticket, I might have thought of going, but on economy...I don't think so. Besides, the dates he suggested don't work for me. As for the sessions, all he wants is sex. That's really fine with me as I get to rest my hands from all that massaging. He services me any way that I want. I can just lay back and let him do all the work. The first 20 minutes or so we just lay back and talk. 2 hours go by very quickly. By the way, he's grown some facial hair for me as he knows I'm turned on by it. How charming.

Now I'll tell you about some of the other guys later.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I guess it takes falling in love with someone else other than your lover to make you realize that you actually do love your partner. This morning I woke up feeling rather lonely and sad although everything's going fine with my partner and my lover. I enjoy being with them both, but if I were to choose, I would definitely choose my partner. The guess I knew that all along. If I looked deep inside my heart, I should have known it. The other lover caught me at the precise moment when I was feeling lonely and sad. I felt as though my partner didn't care about me and took me for granted. I have been feeling that way for the longest time and now, after being with the new guy, I found out just how much I love my partner.

I have to be honest, sex is fantastic with the new guy. I mean we totally click in bed. He's also very charming and so my type. But the fact remains that I am totally in love with my partner.

I did have sex with my fuck buddy last night and I swear, he has the best tasting dick ever! I just can't get enough of it!

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I'm beginning to wonder what my main occupation. Having four different "jobs", keeps me busy and sometimes I don't really know what to tell people what I do. I would prefer to call myself an entrepreneur, but that doesn't really explain exactly what I do for a living.

So what is it exactly that I do for a living? Well, I do translation work. I also teach English. I am a business developer. I also give aroma oil massages. I am thinking of building a new business based on gay massages throughout Japan. I also want to keep building my network marketing business especially since that gives me an opportunity to help others. Besides, I love the products and I literally can't live without them.

I'm beginning to realize that I don't really fit into a certain occupation or position. All these so-called "jobs" are just a way to make a living. Work is not the thing that's important to me...making money is what's important. If anyone knows of a way that I could make 10 times more with the same amount of effort, please let me know because I'm definitely in!

It's not that I'm materialistic or anything like that. I don't really have a desire to accumulate material things for myself. I do wish to attain peace of mind from not having to worry about finances and to be able to do what I want to do when I want. Money also helps you help others when the need arises.

Some people say that money is the root of all evil. I say that's a bunch of bullcrap. So what is it exactly that I want to do in this day and age? To make 10 times more than I'm already earning...that's the easiest explanation that I can give.

Friday, February 02, 2007

Foot fetish

Yesterday I had a customer that was really into feet. He had a foot fetish and he wanted me to do things I've never done before. He wanted me to jerk him off with the toes of my foot. Since this was the first time I've done anything like this, I told him I would try my best and hope I would live up to his expectations.

I started off by giving him a normal massage. We had a nice conversation too, talking about his work, his ex, and his new apartment. Then it was time. I didn't really know where to start so I started working on his nipples. He said that the softer the touch, the more turned on he would get so I decided to use the tips of my fingers to stimulate his nipples one at a time while using my mouth on the other. Oh my gosh, I never heard anyone scream with pleasure like he did in my entire life!

I then continued with the session by gripping his cock with my toes of one leg while pushing the base of his penis with my other foot. At the same time, I used both hands to stimulate his nipples. I had to really concentrate to get this all coordinated and it took some getting used to. He then took one of my foot and started to suck on 3 of my toes. He was in total ecstasy and he shot his load in a matter of minutes!

It was pretty interesting, I learned a new technique, and I got a nice tip!

No manners at all

Just wanting to vent here because a customer of mine came in my mouth. Yes, as soon as I put his cock into my mouth, he shot his load inside my mouth. It was unexpected and I immediately went to the bathroom to gargle with some mouthwash.

Gosh, some people just don't have any manners!