I went to my friend's party over the weekend. At first, I have to admit I wasn't really in a party mood. Truth be told, I was worried that someone would pull me over to the side to ask me about my "other" boyfriend. I was so nervous as soon as I arrived, I really needed a drink. I ended up having a terrific time and got so stinking drunk that some of us went to karaoke afterwards. I got home around 3am and still drunk, ended up watching some Madonna confessions on DVD. I feel asleep during Isaac.

Yesterday, I had three customers to take care of. All of them requested "options" to their regular massages, which means I had to take care of each of those guys sexually. So, the first one ordered everything! I mean the works! He was a retired man of 65. So I can proudly say that I've been fucked by a retiree! It sure was tough to keep a straight face during the session. I had to keep my eyes closed most of the time.

Second guy, a youngish guy of 32. He wanted a blow job. Very easy. Third guy, he wanted a rim job and we ended up kissing a lot. That was fun and he was cute. Since he was my last customer, we came together and that was my day. I made about $600 and that's fine with me.

Today is a fine day. After weeks of gloomy and cloudy weather, the sun is most welcome. I think I'll go ride my bike today.

It's been 7 months since I started giving male-to-male massages. My services don't come cheap and if sexual services are requested, I charge even more. I have a handful of regulars that come every month and a steady stream of new customers every week so I can't complain. At 41, it's hard to believe I'm actually doing this and more surprisingly, being successful at it.

Funny thing about sex is that the more you have it, the more you seem to want it. At least that's how it is for me. Even after having sex with a couple of customers, I still have a need to masturbate on some days. The other day, I went to a park nearby to see if there were any guys out there that could blow me. I got lucky, found a guy I liked, focused on him and got him.

He walked near me and squatted on the ground nearby in the bushes. I walked towards him in the dark until my crotch was right in front of him. I unzipped my pants, got my cock out and started stroking until it was semi hard. I swear it was one of the best head I had in my life.

You know, come to think of it, I hardly have sex with my boyfriend anymore.