I had a troubling dream during the last hour of my sleep this morning. I dreamt that my boyfriend was having sex with my partner. Just to remind you, I have a partner of 7 years. I also have been seeing this other guy for the past 6 months. Yes I know that I'd go to hell and back, but seriously it just happened and I feel sort of helpless.

So back to my dream sequence. My boyfriend was giving my partner a massage in the next room. My boyfriend came out to tell me that he had given my partner a blow job because he found him to be really cute. Funny thing is that both of them still wanted to be with me and so this would create this really bizarre lust triangle.

I woke up feeling more confused then ever. I'm sure someone up there is trying to tell me something.